Reflections from My First Umrah

Alhamdulillah, we’ve returned safely from our Umrah journey, and as I sit down to reflect, it’s difficult to capture the depth of emotions and lessons from this incredible experience. What began as a hope for spiritual renewal turned into a journey of profound insights, self-discovery, and immense gratitude.

Madinah: A Sanctuary for the Soul

We started our journey in the luminous city of Madinah, and it set the perfect tone for what was to come. From the moment we arrived, Madinah’s tranquillity and warmth were evident. It’s a city that radiates peace, as if the compassion of the Prophet Muhammad SAW still lingers in its air.

Praying in Masjid Nabawi, standing under the majestic canopies, and visiting the Prophet’s resting place were deeply humbling experiences. The serenity of the green dome is something I’ll never forget. It reminded me of the virtues the Prophet embodied—patience, kindness, and unwavering trust in Allah. Visiting historical sites like Masjid Quba and Jabal Uhud brought a sense of connection to the sacrifices and faith of the early Muslims.

Madinah felt like a safe haven, a space to pause and reflect. It’s a city that soothes the soul and teaches you the importance of gentleness and gratitude.

The Journey to Makkah

The transition from Madinah to Makkah via the Haramain train was a contemplative experience. The two-hour journey offered a moment to reflect on the lessons from Madinah while preparing for the intensity of Makkah. As we neared the city, the anticipation built—there was an electric sense of readiness, knowing we were about to arrive at the heart of Islam.

Makkah: The Majesty of Submission

If Madinah nurtures the soul, Makkah shakes it awake. The first sight of the Kaabah during tawaf was a moment I’ll never forget. The grandeur and timelessness of this sacred structure are overwhelming. Standing there, surrounded by thousands of pilgrims from every corner of the world, all reciting the same talbiyah, I was reminded of the vastness of Allah’s creation and the unity of the ummah.

The rituals of Umrah—tawaf, sa’i, and trimming the hair—were profound in their simplicity. Each act carried immense significance. Circling the Kaabah is a humbling reminder of our submission to Allah, while the sa’i, retracing the steps of Hajar, is a testament to unwavering trust in Allah’s plan. The cutting of the hair symbolised a renewal, a fresh start.

Makkah’s energy is raw, intense, and awe-inspiring. It’s a place that demands humility, strips away your ego, and compels you to confront your deepest self. Yet, amidst the crowds and chaos, there’s a sense of order—a divine balance that only Allah can create.

Personal Insights and Lessons

This journey was more than a physical pilgrimage; it was a journey within. Madinah taught me the importance of patience, compassion, and slowing down to reflect. Makkah reminded me of the power of perseverance, the necessity of humility, and the beauty of submission to Allah.

I realised how much we overcomplicate life. Faith is simple—trust in Allah, approach life with sincerity, and focus on small, consistent acts of worship. It’s not about perfection but intention.

Another profound realisation was the unity of the ummah. Seeing millions of people from all walks of life, each with their own struggles and hopes, gathered in one place with one purpose, was a powerful reminder of the strength of community and the mercy of Allah.

Gratitude and Moving Forward

Alhamdulillah, I am deeply grateful for this journey and the countless lessons it brought. To those who supported us with prayers and kind words, jazakumullahu khairan. Your duas carried us through this journey, and we pray that Allah rewards you for your kindness.

This Umrah has left me with a renewed sense of purpose and a commitment to live with more sincerity, gratitude, and patience. While we’ve left Makkah and Madinah, the spirit of these sacred cities remains within us. I pray that Allah grants everyone the opportunity to experience this journey and that He accepts our humble efforts.

For now, we return to the rhythm of daily life, but this journey has changed the way I see the world. It’s a reminder to keep striving, to stay humble, and to always trust in Allah’s plan. Until the day we’re called back to these blessed lands, InshaAllah, the lessons of this journey will continue to guide us.

What would I do better next time:

1. Research on Duas and Historical Sites

While I had a general list of duas, next time, I’d prepare more personalised duas tailored to specific life circumstances and challenges. Additionally, I’d research more about the historical significance of key locations in both cities to deepen my connection with the journey.

2. Take Time for Personal Reflection

The crowds and the intensity of the rituals meant that much of my focus was on completing the physical acts of worship. Next time, I’d carve out moments for quiet reflection—perhaps in the early hours at Masjid Nabawi or during tawaf at night when it’s less crowded.

3. Prepare Mentally for Makkah’s Energy

While I was prepared for the intensity of Makkah, it was still overwhelming at times. Next time, I’d remind myself to take things at my own pace, even if that means stepping aside to find a quiet corner before resuming rituals.

4. Give More in Charity

There were many opportunities to give in charity during this trip, but next time I’d prepare beforehand—perhaps setting aside a specific amount or items to distribute to those in need.

5. Explore Spiritual Books or Talks During Transit

The Haramain train journey and other quiet moments during travel offered great opportunities for reflection. Next time, I’d bring along a book or download lectures to make better use of these times for spiritual growth.

6. Extend the Journey if Possible

If time and resources allow, I’d consider extending the trip to spend more time soaking in the barakah of Madinah and Makkah or visiting nearby historical landmarks such as Taif.